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When basketball student-athlete Judah is dismissed from his second university in two years he must face the music. The worldly carefree Judah is presumed as ignorant for continuously landing himself in trouble. Despite always being in trouble, Judah always feels like there's logic to his decision making.

Not surprised at all that he's been kicked out of another university. Judah believes he can still find a way to become successful in this world. Through being himself, his friendships and network Judah embarks on an audacious journey to try to salvage his career when it looks like he has nothing left.

The first book of the fictional three book series. Love, Lust, Party Favors, Money and Fame. Do these things motivate or distract an amateur in pursuit to become a pro. A first-person narrative, told from the perspective of protagonist Judah.

 

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July 17, 2025

 

2:44 - shower

2:59 - take Norman out 

3:06 - listen to music 

3:28 - bands and stretch 

5:41 - chill

6:00 - nap 

8:02 - practice German 

8:29 - kegel 

8:43 - stretch arms 

8:50 - lotus practice 

9:13 - yogurt granola berries/ electric stim 

9:28 - poop

9:38 - shower / clean mouth

10:00 - listen to music / watch soccer 

10:12 - stretch and bands 

10:42 - get ready 

10:47 - golf cart to Pilates. 

11:00 - Pilates 

12:05 - gold cart 

12:18 - tortilla chips 

(Pee)

12:38 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

1:28 - rinse off 

1:30 - clean up 

1:50 - Fortnite 

4:49 - walk norman

5:10 - chess

5:34 - poop 

5:45 - Gummi bears 

(Wanted)

7:12 - start bath 

7:14 - pee

(Brush teeth)

7:29 - magnesium bath 

8:02 - practice German 

8:24 - penne bolognese 

(NBA 2k)

10:00 - take Norman out

(Cookies 

July 16, 2025

 

2:51 - practice German 

3:17 - kegel 

3:26 - stretch arms 

3:37 - lotus 🪷 practice 

3:54 - pee

3:56 - shower

4:15 - listen to music 

4:34 - take Norman out

4:40 - bands and stretching

6:48 - clean mouth 

6:54 - golf cart 

7:03 - Pilates 

8:37 - golf cart 

8:50 - poop

9:01 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

9:54 - shower 

10:05 - yogurt granola and berries

10:30 - oreos

(Nap)

12:30 - chess 

12:45 - FaceTime Kevin 

(FaceTime Daniel )

1:15 - Fortnite with Myles 

4:32 - shower 

4:54 - stretch 

5:54 - scooter

6:29 - edit website 

7:34 - steak and rice / green beans 

7:45 - cookies 

8:31 - Netflix 

July 15, 2025

 

6:47 - practice German 

7:16 - kegel

7:25 - sttetch arms 

7:34 - lotus 

7:45 - poop

7:54 - clean mouth 

8:00 - clean up 

8:06 - listen to music 

(Shower)

9:11 - yogurt granola berries. 

9:52 - golf cart 

10:03 - Pilates 

11:02 - golf cart 

11:10 - edit website 

(Chicken Nuggets and fries )

12:18 - poop

12:26 - clean mouth 

12:35 - rewire nintendo

NBA 2k

(Nap)

6:50 - take trash out 

6:57 - pee

7:00 - grapes 

7:08 - shower 

7:22 - stretch arms 

8:14 - lotus practice 

9:00 - tortellini 

9:19 - cookie. 

9:30 - clean mouth 

10:03 - take Norman out 

July 14, 2025

 

4:22 - practice German 

4:45 - kegel

4:57 - Stretch Arms

5:06 - lotus stretch 

5:15 - pee

5:23 -listen to music 

5:38 - take Norman out 

(Shower)

6:02 - bands and stretching 

7:28 - decompression 

7:46 - bands and stretching 

10:13 - get ready 

10:20 - golf cart to member fitness

10:30 - body adjustment 

11:00 - Pilates 

11:33 - golf cart t

11:45 - cook 

12:00 - steam and grits 

1:30 - golf cart 

1:50 - walk Norman 

2:20 - chips 

2:30 - chess 

2:54 - lay on hot bed 

3:23 - steak rice beans

3:43 - lay on hot bed 

(Nap) 

6:15 - pee 

6:21 - shower/ brush teeth 

6:50 - bands and stretching 

10:51 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

11:35 - pee

(Rinse off)

11:46 - rice chicken and veggies

11:50 - edit website 

(Smores)

July 13, 2025

 

4:55 - practice germsn 

5:29 - poop

5:33 - scooter to mailbox 

5:43 - shower / clean mouth 

5:53 - posture fix 

6:05 - listen to music 

6:18 - bands and stretch

9:08 - grapefruit 

9:11 - cut nails 

9:13 - walk Norman 

(Crackers)

9:48 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

10:26 - salt water mouth 

10:27 - rinse off

10:30 - clean up 

10:50 - customize shoes 

10:58 - FaceTime Sarah 

11:10- golf cart to raw bar

11:26 - reef cup 

Mahi sandwich and chips )

12:35 - golf cart 

12:45 - nba 2k

1:30 - nap 

3:24 - wake up 

3:30 - chess 

3:55 -poop 

4:00 - shower 

4:15 - lotus practice 

4:34 - listen to music 

5:39 - take Norman out 

5:53 - cookies

7:00 - pasta 

7:15 - lay on hot bed 

7:56 - WhatsApp Keenan 

8:20 - edit Stambi., 

9:07 - mobility and stretch 

10:30 - pasta

July 12, 2025

 

5:04 - practice German 

5:14 - kegel 

5:25 - stretch arms 

5:31 - breathe 

5:39 - practice lotus 

6:07 - listen to music 

6:11 - stretch and bands 

9:12 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

9:58 - rinse off 

10:04 - half a gyro 

10:08 - grapefruit 

10:13 - edit Stambi.com

10:30 - chess

10:40 - get pretty 

10:48 - take trash out 

10:50 - golf cart to member fitness

11:00 - Pilates 

12:01 - golf cart

12:14 - cook

12:25 - grits and sausage 

(Ice cream)

12:38 - nba 2k

2:35 - clean up 

2:50 - cinnamon rolls 

3:00 - nap 

5:45 - chess

6:04 - pee 

6:05 - shower / brush teeth

6:20 - take Norman out

6:26 - listen to music 

(Justin Bieber album)

Ehhh…

7:00 - chess 

7:20 - lay on hot bed 

( 7:43 - Hermes fashion show)

10:57 - take Norman out 

July 11, 2025

 

2:13 - practice German 

2:47 - take Norman our 

2:52 - pee

2:58 - kegel

3:08 - stretch arms 

3:14 - lotus practice 

3:30 - shower/ brush teeth 

3:40 - listen to music 

4:08 - bands and stretching / a little dancing 🕺 

4:51 - breathing compression

5:25 - sleeping 

8:00 - yogurt granola and berries / electric stim feet 

8:07 - clean up 

8:11 - shower 

8:20 - golf cart 

8:30 - body adjustment 

9:27 - golf cart 

9:40 - start tub 

9:41 - take Norman out 

9:58 - magnesium bath / grapes

10:54 - chess 

11:12 - alacaraz vs Fritz 

11:26 - green beans / slouvaki a

(Surf internet )

12:30 - nap 

1:58 - shower / brush teeth 

2:17 - edit website 

2:23 - nba 2k

(FaceTime Lance )

(Lose 1st round with suns )

6:10 - Take trash out 

6:21 - lay on heat bed 

6:40 - cool 

7:00 - lay on hot bed 

7:55 - golf cart 

8:28 - pee 

8:31 - higher dose sleeping bag 

9:06 - rinse off 

(Clean mouth )

9:36 - practice German 

10:00 - nba 2k 

(FaceTime PMWB )

(Blueberries)

July 10, 2025

 

6:47 - practice German 

7:25 - pee

7:27 - take Norman out

7:32 - kegel 

7:46 - lotus practice 🪷 

7:58 - stretch arms 

8:07 - stretch legs

8:18 - clean up

8:28 - shower/ brush teeth 

8:38 - listen to music / anisimova vs sabalenka 🎾 

(Cry)

9:07 - bands and stretching 🙆‍♂️ 

9:46 - get pretty 

9:55 - walk Norman 

10:24 - yogurt granola and berries/ anisimova vs sabalenka 🎾 

(10:28 - edit website )

11:14 - get pretty 

11:20 - golf cart to marina spa 

11:30 - massage 

12:54 - golf cart 

12:59 - bencic 🇨🇭 vs swiatek tennis 

(1:04 - FaceTime jajuan)

1:05 - cook

(Sausage and grits )

2:30 - chess 

2:40 - salmon 

2:46 - fierce people / nap

6:10 - practice German 

6:17 - poop 

6:24 - shower and brush teeth

6:33 - listen to music 

8:00 - slouvaki and fries  

8:48 - take Norman out 

9:14 - lakers vs mavericks 

9:40 - in time 

(Cry)

July 9, 2025 

 

4:10 - breathe

4:21 - practice german

4:52 - Kegel 

5:13 - stretch arms 

5:21 - lotus 🪷 practice

5:34 - stretch legs 

5:46 - shower/ brush teeth

6:01 - listen to music on hot bed 

6:38 - bands and stretching 

8:51 - higher dose sauna  sleeping bag 

9:41 - rinse off 

(Clean up)

9:55 - yogurt granola and berries / electric stim

10:06 - hip and shoulder stretch 

10:49 -  breathe

10:59 - shop

11:15 - order item

11:17 - edit website 

11:44 - salami/ sinner vs Shelton 🎾 

12:00 - Chips / Djokovic vs cobolli tennis 🎾 

12:14 - get pretty 

12:20 - golf cart

12:30 - Pilates 

1:35 - golf cart

1:47 - poop 

2:01 - edit website 

2:07 - penne pasta / Djokovic vs cobolli 

2:26 - nap

4:47 - practice germann

5:18 - lotus practice 

5:51 - kegel

6:11 - ankle mobility 

6:34 - back mobility 

6:49 - hip shoulder and neck mobility 

7:01 - poop

7:08 - take Norman out 

7:20 - grapefruit 

7:23 - chess

7:47 - practice German 

8:03 - shower

8:09 - heat your food 

(Penne pasta alla bolognese )

8:34 - clean mouth 

8:43 - listen to music 

(FaceTime devauntes)

(FaceTime TK)

11:21 - sandman 

July 8, 2025 

 

5:52 - practice German 

6:30 - poop

6:35 - clean mouth 

6:40 - practice lotus  🪷 

6:58 - stretch arms 

7:17 - breathe 

7:26 - Kegel 

7:47 - stretch legs 

8:09 - listen to music 

8:56 - stretch obliques 

9:20 - organize trip 

9:52 - sabalenka vs siegemund 

10:44 - yogurt granola and berries 

10:50 - edit website 

11:08 - stretch hips / shoulder 

11:23 - lay on heated bed 

12:14 - get ready 

12:20 - golf car 

12:31 - restorative yoga 

1:32 - golf cart 

1:46 - lay on heated bed 

2:08 - burgers and fries

2:27 - poop

2:42 - Watch show no evil 

4:36 - chill

5:00 - brush teeth

5:04 - shower 

5:22 - listen music 

5:49 - bands and stretching / while eating grapes 

7:26 - start bath 

7:41 - magnesium bath 

8:12 - cupping / sandman 

(Left arm)

8:44 - cupping / sandman 

(Right arm)

9:11 - cupping 

(Upper back )

(Lower back 

(Burger )

10:12 - poop 

10:15 - shower 

(Clean mouth)

10:43 - the fix 

 

July 7, 2025

 

5:58 - Kegel exercises 

6:22 - practice german

6:53 - chess

7:14 - practice lotus 

7:24 - pee 

7:28 - shower / clean mouth 

7:49 - listen to music 

8:00 - golf cart to parfets

8:08 - bands and stretching 

10:34 - golf cart to condo 

10:40 - take Norman out 

10:46- jump in pool

11:08 - shower

11:15 - yogurt granola and berries / Djokovic vs de Minaur / electric stim feet 

11:21 - edit Stambi.com

12:08 - get pretty 

12:18 - golf cart to member fitness

12:30 -Pilates 

1:32 - golf cart to condo 

1:44 - heat up food 

1:52 - tortellini 

2:11 - sandman / nap 

3:48 - practice German

4:12 - listen to music  / chess 

4:31 - stretch 

4:52 - FaceTime TK 

5:16 - golf cart to parfets 

(Take in some sun)

5:40 - golf cart 

5:44 - pizza 

5:46 - pee 

5:47 - shower 

5:55 - FaceTime with father 

6:30 - breathe 

(Chill)

8:17 - take Norman out 

8:23 - cookies / sandman 

9:22 - clean mouth 

9:26 - pee

Surf 

9:57 - Mr robot 

July 6, 2025

 

3:24 - practice German 

4:05 - lotus practice

4:16 - stretch arms 

4:28 - stretch legs 

4:38 - stretch back stretch 

4:43 - edit Stambi.com

4:54 - poop

4:58 - take Norman out 

5:06 - file through  computers 

5:57 - lay on floor/ sleep 

8:34 - wake up 

(Internet surf )

8:53 - take Norman out

9:16 - take trash out 

9:18 - yogurt granola and berries 

9:33 - poop

9:38 - clean up 

10:32 - take trash out 

10:34 - brush teeth 

10:40 - lay on hot bed 

11:47 - pasta 

11:58 - the sandman / stretch arm 

12:54 - practice germsn

1:27 - chill

1:45 - scooter to basketball court

1:52 - test out skills

2:03 - scooter 

2:09 - pee

2:10 - rewire Nintendo 

2:32 - shower 

2:42 - nuggets 

2:56 - nba2k / stretch

3:18 - FaceTime Lance 

4:48 - nba 2k

(Miami heat eliminated in first round vs Cavs )

(What’s app brother)

5:24 - nba 2k

Switch to bulls

5:36 - FaceTime Kevin 

6:58 - nba 2k

7:33 - FaceTime Maria 

8:17 - cook 

8:42 - sausage and grits 

(FaceTime Kevin )

10:35 - stretch 

11:20 - dance 

12:32 - floor / sleep

July 5,2025

 

3:23 - practice german

3:58 - lotus 🪷 practice 

4:08 - poop

4:10 - clean mouth 

4:15 - shower 

4:26 - listen to music / electric stim 

4:48 - take Norman out

4:58 - bands and stretching 

5:47 - grapefruit 

5:52 - bands and stretching 

9:12 - get ready 

9:18 - walk Norman 

9:32 - pee 

9:38 - yogurt granola and berries 

9:48 - edit Stambi.com

10:00 - watch basketball film 

10:23 - poop

10:26 - shower

10:40 - chill

10:50 -  golf cart to Pilates 

11:02 - Pilates 

12:10 - smoothie 

(Wimbledon)

12:17 - golf cart 

12:24 - take Norman out 

12:32 - quesadilla and spinach 

12:59 - psg vs Bayern München 

2:20 - Surf phone 

2:44 - FaceTime Terone 

3:04 - poop

3:10 - take Norman out 

3:22 - Yoga wheel 

3:55 - Madrid vs Dortmund 

4:48 - chips and spinach 

4:56 - practice German 

5:05 - lotus practice / Madrid vs dortmund 

5:30 - clean mouth 

(NBA 2k)

6:20 - golf cart to grill room 

6:35- Hendricks and ginger beer 2x

7:20 - calamari and spinach 

8:30 - golf cart

8:37 - take Norman out 

9:11 - pee 

9:13 - shower/ brush teeth / stretch 

9:31 - lotus practice 

9:41 - Wednesday 

July 4, 2025

 

2:32 - practice German 

2:48 - take Norman out

2:54 - practice German 

3:19 - lotus 🪷 practice 

3:48 - poop

3:51 - shower / clean mouth 

4:13 - listen to music 

4:45 - bands and stretching 

7:42 - poop

7:46 - bands and stretching 

10:12 - electric stim / yogurt blueberry and granola 

10:35 - cry 

10:38 - edit Stambi.com 

10:49 - poop

10:51 - shower 

11:00 - USA vs Canada u19

11:39 - volleyball highlights 

12:19 - grits and sausage / one piece 

1:00 - nap 

3:08 - practice German 

3:40 - lotus practice 

3:54 - shave

4:03 - shower/ brush teeth 

4:18 -  listen to music 

4:28 - play chess

4:51 - bands and stretching 

(Savage la vs radnacau)

5:40- get pretty 

5:54 - golf cart to clubhouse

6:04 - order 

6:16 - calamari / match play margarita 

6:35 - match play margarita

6:50 - steak Quesadilla / creamy spinach 

7:19 - golf cart to reef treats 

7:23 - practice German 

7:31 - golf cart to beach 

7:38 -chill on beach 

8:13 - practice German 

8:30 - chill 

8:59 - fireworks (I love fireworks )

(Dancing)

9:40 - golf cart 

9:48 - rinse toes off 

9:50 - clean mouth 

(Pee)

10:00 - take Norman out 

10:10 - Snow White (movie) 

July 3, 2025

 

4:20 - practice German 

4:57 - lotus practice 

5:20 - pee

5:22 - shower/ clean mouth 

5:42 - cry 

5:58 - stretch and bands 

10:25 - electric stim feet / yogurt granola and berries 

10:35 - cry 

10:39 - poop

(Brush teeth)

10:49 - golf cart 

11:00 - Pilates 

12:05 - golf cart 

12:17 - cook

12:25 - pasta bolognese with grapes /electric stim / offer vs Paul 

12:40 - ice cream 

12:50 - nap 

2:00 - chess 

2:44 - shower/ brush teeth 

3:02 - lotus practice 

4:02 - listen to music 

4:22 - bands and stretching 

5:05 - crackers

5:06 - electric stim feet / edit website 

5:35 - nba 2k

(Magic nba cup champs )

2nd round loss playoffs)

Switch to heat 

6:35 - pasta tortellini Alfredo n

7:49 - pee

7:50 - brush teeth 

8:10 - Netflix / sleep

July 2, 2025

 

12:37 - practice German 

1:20 - lotus practice 

1:42 - stretch and bands

4:03 - edit Stambi.com / electric stim feet 

4:50 - grapes 

4:57 - nap

7:40 - chess

7:46 - breathing 

8:00 - pee

8:18 - lotus practice 

8:33 - yogurt granola and berries 

8:39 - shower

8:54 - aviator 

9:03 - pilates

10:05 - aviator 

10:16 - walk Norman 

10:45 - download 2k

10:50 - Fortnite 

11:23 - salami 

11:30 - chess 

11:56 - cookies

12:00 - nap 

2:00 - chess 

2:22 - practice German 

2:40 - chess

2:52 - pee

2:55 - brush teeth 

3:04 - 2k

(Create player)

(Create shoes)

4:48 - golf cart to store 

5:26 - Greek burgers fries and green beans 

5:51 - ice cream

(2k)

(Play season with Orlando)

7:40 - golf cart 

8:08 - pee 

8:10 - 2k 

(Play season with Orlando)

10:55 - clean mouth 

July 1, 2025 

 

6:39 - practice German 

7:19 - lotus practice 

7:32 - pee 

7:33 - clean up 

7:40 - shower and clean mouth 

7:53 - cream arm 

7:54 - listen to music / chess 

8:22 - bands and stretching 

(Jannik sinner vs Luca nardi)

10:33 - get ready 

10:36 - walk Norman

10:46 - yogurt granola and berries / electric stim feet 

10:52 - edit Stambi.com

11:28 - poop

11:37 - breakfast sandwich 

11:50 - golf cart 

12:00 - Pilates 

1:00 - golf cart 

(Grapes)

1:22 - take Norman out

1:31 - Lazarus / nap

2:50 - conch soup and crackers 

3:10 - movie 

4:10 - practice German 

4:33 - lotus practice / Gil’s arena

5:17 - pee

5:18 - dishes 

5:39 - Mario kart 

6:14 - golf cart 

6:58 - Fortnite 

7:35 - pasta 

8:00 - sleep 

12:17 - poop 

12:20 - clean mouth 

12:28 - floor 

June 30, 2025

 

5:12 - practice German 

5:44 - lotus practice 🪷 

6:06 - poop

6:10 - shower/ brush teeth 

6:21 - cream on arm 

6:24 - listen to music 

6:39 - bands and stretching 

10:07 - yogurt granola and berries / electric stim feet 

10:40 - basketball film 

11:11 - poop

11:18 - shower/ brush teeth

11:32 - get pretty 

11:39 - alcaraz vs fognini 

11:47 - golf cart 

12:00 - Pilates 

1:00 - golf cart 

1:12 - make lunch 

1:24 - pasta bolognese and grapefruit 

1:37 - chess

2:06 - watch Lazarus / nap 

5:21 - practice German 

5:50 - pee

5:52 - shower

6:10 - lotus practice 

6:49 - stretch / bands 

9:26 - pork chops green beans and rice 

9:35 - ice cream

9:43 - clean mouth

9:48 - pee

(WhatsApp Keenan)

(FaceTime face)

(FaceTime Lance)

11:01 - grapes 

June 29,2025

 

5:07 - practice German

5:43 - pee

5:47 - clean mouth

5:49 - lotus practice

6:05 - shower

6:19 - listen to music

6:27 - bands and stretch

9:03 - walk Norman to tennis center

(Watch tennis)

9:25 - walk

9:35 - cook

9:44 - grits

10:00 - clean up

(Chill)

10:51 - nap

12:22 - psg vs inter Miami

12:40 - chess

12:53 - cook

1:08 - nuggets

1:18 - lotus 🪷

1:42 - open back

1:47 - clean mouth

1:50 - pee

1:53 - practice German

2:21 - stretch

3:18 - ice cream

3:20 - golf cart ride w Norman

3:42 - cookies

3:45 - practice German

4:01 - groceries

4:08 - edit website

4:30 - chess

5:25 - pasta bolognese

7:01 - Mario kart

9:02 - walk Normanu

9:17 - pee

9:18 - clean mouth.

9:26 - stretch

June 28, 2025

 

7:12 - practice German 

7:40 - chess

7:50 - pee 

7:58 - lotus practice 

8:20 - clean mouth 

8:23 - poop

8:34 - start tub 

8:52 - epsom salt bath 

9:29 - walk Norman to tennis court 

9:36 - watch tennis 

10:30 - walk to condo 

(Chicken , salami )

10:51 - golf cart to Pilates 

11:03 -Pilates 

12:10 - golf cart 

12:25 - fashion shows 

1:05 - scooter

1:20 - burger 

1:30 - practice German 

2:10 - rinse off

Ice cream 

2:27 - nap

4:49 - poop 

(Clean mouth)

(Shower)

5:12 - edit Stambi.com 

5:38 - Scooter 

5:48 - bands and stretching 

7:45 - scooter

(Fries)

8:00 - higher dose sauna / Dior fashion show 

8:56 - pee

8:57 - shower 

9:02 - burger 

9:10 - lenny kravitz home tour YouTube 

10:58 - clean up 

11:10 - clean mouth 

11:15 - lotus practice 

11:27 - floor 

(Clam chowder)

June 27, 2025

 

5:27 - practice German 

5:50 - lotus training 

6:13 - edit Stambi.com 

6:22 - basketball news 

6:47 - golf cart to parfets 

6:52 - barefoot walk in grass (golf green grass)

6:58 - bands and stretching 

8:38 - golf cart to condo 

8:47 - electric stim feet / practice German 

9:22 - shower

(Stretch Norman)

9:38 - cook 

9:50 - sausage and grits 

(FaceTime Alexandris)

10:04 - clean mouth 

(Chill)

11:30 - crackers and salami 

(Ice cream and cookies )

11:50 - basketball film 

12:40 - nap 

2:20 - practice German 

3:13 - lotus practice 🪷 / WhatsApp Keenan 

5:58 - shower 

6:15 - scooter to parfets

6:19 - jog kicking tennis ball barefoot 

6:23 - tennis ball releasing / stretching 

7:29 - scooter 

7:35 - pizza and dumplings 

7:40 - golf cart to yacht 

7:50 - golf cart to condo 

8:10 - poop

8:22 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag / Louis Vuitton men’s fashion show 2026 spring 

9:13 - shower

9:31 - Louis Vuitton behind the scenes 

10:00 - Yeezy fashion show 

(FaceTime john)

(PMWB group video call)

ice cream 

Pizza 

Dumplings 

1:05 - floor 

June 26, 2025

 

3:31 - practice German 

4:01 - internet surf 

4:25 - poop 

(Shower)

(Brush teeth)

4:44 - Download music 

5:05 - bands and stretching 

8:14 - clean up 

8:23 - poop 

8:36 - electric stim / soccer videos 

9:33 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

10:09 - rinse off

10:16 - rice and shrimp do you want some?

10:25 - edit websjte

10:40 - clean mouth 

10:55 - golf cart 

11:00 - Pilates 

12:03 - golf cart to condo 

12:29 - nap 

1:38 - lotus practice 

2:36 - chess

2:54 - pee

3:02 - aviator to movie theatre

3:47 - f 1 

(Pizza & life savers)

6:22 - aviator to condo 

7:41 - shower

7:55 - wings 

8:17 - normatech 

9:51 - clean up

9:56 - stretch 

10:10 - clean mouth 

 

June 25, 2025

 

5:08 - practice German 

5:39 - pee

5:45 - walk Norman 

6:07 - crackers 

(Clean up)

6:29 - poop

6:31 - shower/ clean mouth

6:50 - chess

7:00 - golf cart to parfets 

7:08 - hard ball rollout 

7:11 - bands and stretching 

8:28 - golf cart to pool 

8:33 - swim 

8:47 - golf cart to condo 

8:52 - pee

8:53 - rinse off

8:58 - get pretty

9:02 - chill

9:21 - scooter 

9:23 - golf cart

9:30 - physio therapy uhhh

9:58 -  golf cart to store 

10:10 - golf cart

10:12 - scooter 

10:17 - edit Stambi.com 

11:00 - chill 

12:18 - practice German 

12:31 - golf cart to Pilates 

12:45 - Pilates 

1:53 - golf cart

(Salami and prosciutto)

(Surf internet)

3:03 - spriggan 

3:42 - lotus training / gils arena 

5:02 - cupping 

5:27 - nba draft red carpet 

6:06 - arrive to islander 

6:10 - bread 

6:25 - bang bang shrimp 

6:47 - crab fries rice 

8:23 - golf cart 

8:36 - poop

(Clean mouth)

8:58 - nba draft 

 

June 24, 2025

 

5:33 - practice German 

5:55 - stretch arms 

5:58 - poop 

6:00 - brush teeth 

6:10 - bands and stretching 

6:18’- walk to beach 

6:33 - bands and stretch 

6:45 - swim in ocean 

7:10 - bands and stretch 

7:27 - walk to yacht 

(Rinse off)

7:48- paella

7:57 - edit website 

8:08 - practice German 

8:26 - listen to music 

8:33 - chess

8:47 - lay in sun

8:58 - walk Norman 

10:34 - activation 

10:56 - body workout 

11:20 - rinse off 

Chill

11:40 - paella 

11:52 - pack

12:00 - shower 

(Clean mouth)

12:22 - yacht to get fuel 

12:30 - fuel up ⛽️ 

1:00 - yacht to key largo 

(Ice cream)

(Nap)

3:15 - echo movie 

(Salami and chips )

6:45 - practice German 

7:18 - chess

7:19 - arrive to the reef 

7:23 - arrive to the parfets 

7:28 - poop 

(Wait for customs)

7:52 - pass through customs 

7:55 - sprint

8:02 - golf cart to condo 

8:05 - golf cart to parfets

Unload boat 

8:25 - aviator to condo 

8:28 - unload aviator 

8:39 - unpack 

8:47 - shower

9:20 - cook

9:23 - chicken and fries 

9:54 - clean mouth 

10:00 - floor 

June 23, 2025

 

3:42 - practice German 

4:41 - stretch arms 

(Chill)

5:28 - clean mouth 

5:39 - tendor to beach 

5:42 - walk beach 

6:01 - listen to music 

6:05 - yacht to Nassau 

6:40 - make a drink 

6:47 - gin , sprite and cherry blend 🍒 (hydro jug)

7:06 - edit data salary document 

7:13 - edit Stambi.com

7:38 - arrive in Nassau 

9:01 - FaceTime Pavlos 

9:14 - FaceTime TK 

9:27 - pee

(Pass out)

11:18- pee

(Pizza)

11:56 - Hyundai to conch restaurant 

12:09 - order food 

1:10 - taxi 

1:19 - arrive to yacht 

1:35 - chess

2:24 - poop

2:26 - shower

3:16 - walk Norman 

3:40 - lay in the sun 

5:30 - chess

6:06 - poop

6:12 - clean mouth 

6:15 - shower

7:28 - chicken Caesar salad / paella 

8:19 - practice german

9:00 - chess 

9:25 - blink card game

10:03 -walk Norman 

10:22 - chill

(Clean mouth)

June 22, 2025

 

6:02 - practice German 

6:41 - stretch arms 

6:48 - make bed 

6:50 - pee

6:51 - shower

7:00 - tendor to beach 

7:16 - bands and stretch 

9:03 - swim in ocean 

9:22 - tendor to boat 

(Clean up )

(Rinse off)

9:48 - pancakes and bacon 

9:55 - ice cream 

9:57 - edit website

10:01 - edit nba salary document p

10:16 - listen to music 

(Cry)

11:04 - FaceTime face 

11:34 - lay in sun 

(Tendor to beach)

12:52 - paddle board 

1:52 - sandwich , chips and cookies 

2:20 - tendor to yacht 

2:40 - poop 

3:15 - yacht to shroud 

(Chess)

4:30 - Real Madrid vs pachuca

4:45 - arrive to shroud 

5:15 - stretch 

5:37 - poop

5:43 - stretch

6:32 - jump in ocean 

6:41 - chill

(FaceTime Daniel)

7:50 - shower 

8:00 - chips and dips 

(Okc vs pacers)

8:05 - beans potatoes tomatoes focaccia steak 

(Cry)

(Clean mouth)

 

June 21, 2025

 

3:40 - pee

(Sleep)

5:45 - practice German 

6:29 - poop

6:42 - FaceTime dad 

6:49 - dinghey ride 

7:01 - stretch / bands 

7:31 - dinghey ride 

7:40 - arrive back to yacht 

8:00 - breakfast sandwich 

8:03 - paddle board 

8:50 - arrive back to the yacht 

8:55 - breakfast sandwich 

9:08 - edit data report 

9:36 - edit website 

10:10 - tendor to snorkeling 

10:30- snorkeling 

11:23 - tendor to yacht 

11:47 - chips and mozarella

12:10 - 

12:17 - pee 

12:20 - shower 

12:28 - pizza and salad 

(Cookies and Ice cream)

1:00 - nap

2:20 - chess

(Tangerine)

2:39 - FaceTime Daniel 

2:43 - tendor to dock

3:00 - stretch / bands 

3:50 - jump in the ocean 

3:55 - tendor to yacht 

4:05 - chill

(FaceTime Lance)

(Cheese / salami / crackers ) 

(Yacht to next destination)

5:36 - practice German 

5:45 - tendor to beach 

(Jump in ocean)

6:00 - tendor to yacht 

(Jump in ocean)

6:25 - tendor ride 

7:05 - arrive back to yacht 

7:15 - pee

7:25 - shower 

7:33 - practice German 

7:36 - shrimp bbq and Mac and cheese

7:44 - pasta ribs and shrimp 

7:54 - practice German 

7:58 - tendor to beach 

(Race Norman)

8:15 - tendor to yacht 

Banana pie cream 

WhatsApp Keenan. 

Ice cream 

9:30 - clean mouth 

(Edit website)

 

June 20, 2025

 

5:38 - practice German 

6:22 - pee

6:24 - stretch arms 

(Clean mouth)

(Shower)

7:01 - bands and stretching 

9:13 - jump in ocean / swim 

9:33 - yogurt granola and berries

9:46 - edit website 

10:38 - clean mouth 

10:42 - cut toe nails 

(Clean up)

11:03 - lay in sun 

11:15 - Johnson’s arrival / help with bags aboard yacht 

11:27 - lay in sun / download music l

12:00 - jump in ocean 

12:18 - turkey sandwich and chips 

12:26 - stretch 

12:40 - jump in ocean 

1:00 - stretch 

1:55 - chips 

2:06 - Chelsea vs flamengo 

2:07 - yacht to Staniel cay

3:46 - arrive 

4:02- clean mouth 

4:06 - poop

4:23 - stretch 

4:38. - jump in ocean 

5:22 - dinghy ride 

(Get gas)

(See pigs) 🐷 

7:00 - shower

7:10- crab cake 

7:32 - tuna and risotto / peopers

7:53 - lafc vs Tunisia 

8:48 - whales documentary 

9:00 - James Bond thunderball

(Brush teeth)

(Pee)

June 19, 2025

 

4:26 - practice German 

5:06 - chess 

5:15 - stretch arms 

5:58 - stretch and bands

7:42 - poop

7:47 - tangerine 

7:49 - edit Stambi.com

8:40 - breakfast sandwich 

8:50 - clean mouth 

8:54 - pee

9:00 - listen to music 

9:16 - walk 

(Swim in sea)

11:15 - pizza

11:28 - shower

11:40 - setup DAZN account 

(Chess)

(Practice German)

12:57 - bee movie / yacht to Staniel cay

(Nap)

3:03 - practice German 

3:28 - tangerine 

3:43 - Porto vs Miami 

(Stretch arms )

Pee

Brush teeth 

FaceTime TK 

Tendor ride

5:27 - crackers  / salami

(Chill)

(Sounders vs atheletico madrid)

7:30 - Toyota to dinner

8:38 - Toyota to yacht 

8:52 - pacers vs okc / edit data page 

11:14 - brush teeth 

11:17 - pee 

June 18, 2025

 

12:11 - listen to music 

12:25 - shower

12:40 - stretch

4:52 - poop

5:08 - higher dose sauna sleeping bag 

6:03 - rinse off 

6:24 - clean up 

6:28 - take Norman out 

6:33 - pack 

7:02 - yogurt granola and berries 

(Move things to car )

(Soccer videos)

8:27 - electric stim feet 

(FaceTime Tobias)

(FaceTime dad)

9:21 - club World Cup highlights 

9:35 - scooter to parfets 

(Aviator to condo)

9:48 - gather things 

10:00 - golf cart to parfets

10:04 - load yacht 

10:22 - grapes 

10:30 - golf cart

(Ice cream) 

11:11 - board boat 

11:22 - FaceTime Katie 

11:50 - depart for Bahamas 

12:03 - roast beef sandwich 

(Nap)

2:28 - practice German 

2:41 - poop

2:52 - FaceTime Quincy 

3:04 - edit Stambi.com

4:42 - Al hilal vs Real Madrid 

(Basketball News)

6:11 - stretch arms 

6:51 - tangerine 

6:55 - poop 

7:28 - dock in Bahamas 

7:32 - walk Norman. 

7:58 - return to yacht 

8:00 - soccer highlights 

8:20 - shower 

8:30 - immigration 

8:33 -soccer videos 

8:58 - walk to dinner 

9:04 - arrive to no I 

9:30 - fish and chips / sushi

9:50 - walk around Atlantis 

10:26 - arrive back to yacht 

10:44 - brush teeth 

 

June 17, 2025 

 

12:05 - shower

12:22 - stretch / bands and dance 

4:48 - take Norman out 

4:56 - sauna sleeping bag 

5:48 - shower

6:00 - yogurt granola and berries 

6:25 - clean up 

6:50 - watch all things soccer 

7:40 - research world leaders

(Chess)

8:28 - stretch arms

9:09 - cook 

9:25 - grits and sausage 

9:44 - mouth wash

9:47 - aviator to parfets 

9:57 - aviator to condo

10:04 - edit Stambi.com 

FaceTime Daniel 

Crackers 

Fortnite 

12:19 - chill

12:40 - aviator to gym 

1:00 - Pilates 

2:14 - aviator to tj maxxx

2:40 - arrive

2:52 - pee

3:23 - walk to Barber shop

3:30 - haircut 

3:50 - practice German 

4:02 - massage chair 

4:58 - aviator to condo 

5:30 - cook 

5:37 - tortellini 

6:15 - ajin

(Sleep)

11:13 - practice German 

11:38 - stretch arms 

11:50 - poop 

11:52 - clean mouth 

June 16, 2025

 

12:23 - poop

12:31 - clean mouth 

12:35 - practice German 

1:18 -   Chess 

1:40 - practice German 

2:05 - shower 

2:22 - bands with stretching / dancing 

4:25 - tangerine 

4:26 - take Norman out

4:41 - listen to music 

5:02 - nap

7:30 - shower

7:45 

8:14 - stretch arms 

9:04 - breakfast sandwich with sausage cheese and spinach 

9:22 - poop

9:28 - organize car 

9:36 - edit website

9:42 - clean mouth 

9:50 - stretch 

10:01 - get ready

10:10 - aviator to Miami airport 

(Normatech)

11:11 - arrive at airport 

11:15 - aviator to Jamaican restaurant 

11:56 - aviator to condo 

(Beef Pattie’s)

(Organize trip to Bahamas)

2:40 - vacuum car 

2:53 - take Norman out 

3:35 - FaceTime face 

4:55 - grapes and salami 

(Sleep)

10:17 - Pacers vs okc 

10:35 - pee

10:36 - brush teeth 

10:43 - pacers vs okc 

11:10 - poop

11:17 - practice German 

11:50 - write poetry 

June 15, 2025

 

3:50 - practice German 

4:30 - chess 

4:40 - pee 

4:48 - stretch arms 

4:56 - mobility 

5:30 - body workout 

5:50 - brush teeth 

5:53 - take Norman out

6:02 - shower

6:10 - listen to music 

7:22 - chess 

7:30 - edit website 

8:06 - tangerine 

8:13 - golf  cart to parfets

8:17 - jogging  while kicking tennis balll

8:34 - form sprinting / 40%

8:40 - golf cart 

8:46 - swimming 

10:00 - muffin 

10:03- shower 

10:10 - Fortnite 

10:20 - sausage cheese and spinach sandwich 

10:52 - brush teeth 

10:58 - practice German 

11:13 - Lazarus 

(Practice German)

(Chess)

(Chill) as z 

2:54 - grapes 

(Practice German)

(Mario kart)

5:45 - walk Norman 

6:30 - pee

6:35 - cupping

7:24 - dishes 

8:16 - take trash out 

8:20 - tortellini 

8:46 - barbie

(Clean mouth)

June 14, 2025

 

5:49 - practice german

6:30 - stretch arms 

6:42 - pee

6:44 - shower/ clean mouth 

6:56 - stretch 

7:20 - shave 

7:25 - tangerine 

7:35 - take Norman out 

7:39 - scooter to parfets 

7:44 - lay in sun ☀️ 

7:47 - FaceTime Manolis 

8:01 - organize life poem

8:06 - stretch arms 

8:30 - scooter to tennis center 

8:33 - watch tennis 

(See a rainbow)🌈 

8:42 - scooter to condo 

8:45 - muffins 

8:53 - normatech 

9:40 - let Norman out 

9:45 - freshen up 

9:52 - golf cart to gym 

10:00 - Pilates 

11:01 - golf cart

11:14 - walk norman

11:21 -cook

11:30 - penne bolognese / electric stimulationn

1:04 - blink 

(Mario tennis)

(Fortnite )

3:01 - clean mouth 

(Shower)

(Tangerine)

3:25 - golf cart to parfets 

3:31 - jog while kicking tennis ball

3:51 - swim 

4:20 - stretch 

5:05 - golf cart to condo 

(Pee)

(Rinse off )

5:25 - edit website 

(FaceTime jajuan )

(Burger fries and beans )

(FaceTime face)

(Blink game )

(Grapes)

(Planet earth)

10:20 - clean mouth 

June 13, 2025

 

4:43 - practice German 

5:02 - stretch arms 

5:06 - pee 

(Shower)

(Brush teeth)

5:30 - tangerine 

5:33 - stretch 

6:48 - poop 

6:53 - stretch

7:01 - walk Norman 

7:31 - muffin 

7:45 - sauna sleeping bag 

8:42 - yogurt granola and berries 

8:55 - start dishwasher 

9:04 - download music 

9:45 - meditate 

10:05 - tangerine 

10:07 - swim / pool body workout 

11:36 - cook

11:45 - penne bolognese 

11:57 - muffins 

12:00 - nap

1:40 - practice German 

2:12 - chess 

2:20 - annisimova tennis match 

2:35 - pee

2:37 - shower / stretch / brush teeth 

2:53 - chill 

(Chess)

5:09 - swimming 

6:00 - get pretty 

(Golf cart to islander )

(Bread)

(Eel dancing roll 2x)

Golf cart to reef treats 

Ice cream 

8:30 - pacers vs thunder 

9:55 - clean mourh

10:00 - stretch 

June 12, 2025

 

3:38 - practice German 

4:06 - stretch arms 

4:14 - pee

4:16 - shower / brush teeth

4:35 - stretch

5:54 - edit Stambi.com

6:56 - take Norman out

7:04 - sauna sleeping bag

7:40 - get pretty 

7:50 - golf cart / grapes 

8:00 - physio therapy 

8:59 - golf cart 

9:09 - gummies 

9:28 - yogurt granola and berries. 

9:51 - nap 

11:51 - practice German 

12:13 - poop

12:20 - shower / brush teeth

12:42 - stretch 

1:25 - shower

2:30 - cook 

(Pork chops/ beans and rice )

(Chess)

(Practice German)

6:28 - take Norman out 

6:31 - swimming 

7:07 - pee 

7:08 - showee r

7:20 - penne bolognese 

(Chess)

7:58 - chill

(Grapes/ muffins)

(Clean mouth)

(Stretch )

(Oilers vs panthers)

June 11, 2025

 

4:27 - practice German 

5:00 - stretch arms 

5:05 - pee

5:08 - shower / brush teeth 

5:24 - stretch 

6:31 - poop

6:39 - take Norman out 

6:54 - sauna sleeping bag 

7:53 - yogurt granola and berries 

8:10 - clean up 

8:21 - walk Norman 

9:09 - pee

9:14 - shower / brush teeth 

(Clean toe nails)

9:32 - chill 

9:48 - research xeroe 

11:04 - Pilates 

12:03 - golf cart 

12:17 - aviator to Miami 

1:10 - walk Norman

1:33 - chill at SEE

2:08 - aviator to condo 

(Practice German )

3:51 - pee

(Crackers)

(Nap)

6:30 - chess / practice german

7:28 - showeer

7:47 - stretch 

8:10 - rice broccoli and chicken 

8:45 - pacers vs okc 

(clean mouth)

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THOUGHTS

by Stambi W.

February 8, 2022 I cried today watching my team play. I was unable to participate because of my shoulder. I'm a player who wants to always be in the game.  It's a moment of adversity for me. I'm ready for the challenge. 

 

February 16. 2022 I woke up in the Ocean Reef Club. I was just in Montevideo, Uruguay. Polar opposite communities. If Montevideo is dirty, ORC is clean. My shoulder weirdly enough feels 10x better. I think of my experience in Montevideo. I've put more time into basketball than any player on the planet. I was born on the court. But I disrespected the basketball Gods early on in my career. They punished me and put me in basketball prison.

 

I've finally been released from basketball prison. Free at last. It's time to take my player to the appropriate stage and perform.

 

February 22, 2022 I find myself crying a lot lately.  I haven't expressed myself in such a way so consistently since I was 10 years old. It feels good. I think it's a healthy expression. As a player being productive is the most important. The personality of the player is something that draws in fans. This new crying thing is shaping my personality into something that makes me smile when I look into the mirror. I feel pure. 

 

March 1, 2022 I just had breakfast with a consultant from Munich here in Kitzbühel at the Grand Hotel. She's been a consult for four years at the firm and began asking me questions about basketball. I informed her I record everything I do. She mentioned I would be an easy client to work for because I keep the data. It's a moment of I knew it. Hahaha. We spoke about different things to maximise the potential of an athlete, and whose the right sponsor for a player. 

 

March 4, 2022 I just landed in Miami from Istanbul, Turkey. I'm having some deja vu. The last time i landed in the States from Istanbul I was triggered by this emotion by a conversation I had on the flight. That emotion triggered me to begin writing books. Since then I've written 30 books. I had a conversation on this flight that triggered me in a way. I wonder what I will do next.

 

March 8, 2022 I'm wearing Csillag, I feel like a Star. Sarah sits next to me as we rest our feet on the hardwood floor. It's a close game in the city that Naps. The Cavaliers gather in their huddle. Minutes earlier, I witness Rajon Rondo give instructions to JB. I asked Rondo the question, "Are you the coach?" . He smiled and immediately pointed at JB. I then laughed. But now, it's a close game in the city that Naps. Late game situation, and the Cavaliers have the ball. I catch eyes with Rondo. "Tween, tween, step back from 40!" insinuating this should be the play call for the Cavaliers to go for the win in Indianapolis. He replied, "What's that book you're reading?" . Fuck, I ended up looking down. Grabbing the book, and lifting it up for him to read the title. 

1-0 Rondo? I'm not sure. 

The Cavaliers won the game. 

:(

 

March 21, 2022 I feel like I look like the player I created all those years on FIFA.

 

March 30, 2022 I'm at the Ocean Reef Club. I think about the community. The members, equity and social. The guest. The workers. Everyone that makes up the reef. I went and shot some hoops today and thought to myself, " Stambi you've never shot a gun. At least not one you buy from the gun store. But you probably have the best gun on the reef. Does this mean I have the best gun in the world?". I see my arm, my hand, and my fingers as my gun. My basketball shot as my gun. I think I have the best gun in the world. 

 

April 4, 2022 Monday 3:47am

SONGS

The Korgi's - Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime

Beverly Glenn-Copeland - Sunset Village

NLE Choppa - Yak Flow

Yeat - Dub

Gazo - EUPHON

 

April 22, 2022 Friday 3:24am I just ate two plates of pasta. blah 

 

April 26, 2022 Tuesday 3:53pm Real Madrid vs Manchester City. An absolute show. It makes me feel like a kid, wanting to be out there on the pitch but dissapointed i'm not old enough or strong enough to participate. Holy fuck. I am old enough. I'm 6'5 , with muscle and speed. Let me go work out. 

 

June 13, 2022 Monday 7:35 I'm in between Towne & Ditch. I see a field goal, baseball helmet, soccer goal, all belongings to a child. I'm Indy. I smell sports. I feel competition all around. I'm not where I want to be, but I am a player. The best in the game. So today, I'm going to see if I can make a little magic. Attempt 1, here we go.

 

June 15, 2022 Wednesday 12:47 I've figured out the formula to build the best vehicle. The only question is can I fully build it in a month's time.  

 

June 26, 2022 Sunday 8:04 I listen to french music. I'm telling you. 5/10 I am listening to french music. Right now I'm listening to Aya nakamura - Plus Jamais (feat. Stormzy). Lee MG is my favorite french artist. He's from Lille. Oh yea, also. I have added three teams of interest to my interest list. The Charlotte Hornets. Paris Basketball Club. Detroit Pistons. I'm headed to the Carmel Dad's Club to watch Ron Rutland's son play some hoops. 

 

June 29, 2022 Wednesday 8:03 I look out the window I see the water. I'm reminded of all the tears I've cried. I'm reminded of all the people who have told me I don't have emotions. I'm reminded of my aol screename thefaucett. I'm reminded that the present is what matters. g2g. 

 

July 5, 2022 Tuesday 11:22 Just Dance.

 

July 18, 2022 Monday 4:30 am. 

1:20am - downlaod music

1:48am - pee

1:49am - brush teeth

1:54am - stretch

2:27am - eat honeydew

2:38am - Porsche to gym

3:03am - body workout

3:50am - protein shake

3:50am - shave 

3:58am - pee 

4:04am - poop 

We're ready to play. 

 

July 22, 2022 Friday 12:07 Miles and Bailee are stretching. Miles is 4. Bailee is 6. They think all is possible. I relate to them more than any human at this point. We trust each others intent. 

 

August 7, 2022 I won a championship today.  Best day of the summer. 

 

August 9, 2022 10:57p.m.  I'm listening to a lot of Burna Boy. I just finished writing my new book. A couple edits. Add a book cover. And I'm releasing it by the end of the week. 

 

August 16, 2022 11:57a.m. I'm in Thessaloniki, the city I came in to the world. Lets play

 

August 20, 2022 12:29p.m. I just finished watching the national team of Greece comeback against Slovenia in 2007 in Madrid. It brought a tear to my eye. A team coming back in the final moments. Overcoming adversity and becoming victorious.

 

August 22, 2022 12:53a.m. Just vibe and stay disciplined.

 

August 28, 2022 2:36p.m. I've listened to the same song for the last hour. I've attempted to do the same thing in every city I've been the last year. I've been collecting the time for over 10,488 hours. I'm a master time keeper. They try to convince me of what happened, or what's happening but I keep all the data. I know who I am. I know where I am. But. at the same time, I know nothing at all.

 

September 21, 2022 8:06a.m. It's been awhile. A few things have happened. But maybe nothing at all. I've found a new library in Beverly Hills where I get all my books from. I found new art as well. I think my player is improving day by day. My mind is becoming sharper. My thoughts are becoming clearer.

My organization is becoming tighter. The balance of focus and dance is what I depend on.

 

October 17, 2022 5:06a.m. Sacrifice, discipline, doing something no one else is willing to do. 

 

November 12, 2022 6:03p.m. I was taught a valuable lesson this week. I can't make one mistake. I can't miss. And i'm unafraid to fail. 

 

November 21, 2022 6:07a.m. sometimes it gets ugly before it gets beautiful

 

November 28, 2022 10:14p.m. competing with what i am capable of

 

December 3, 2022 10:54a.m. The range is playing. Tears fills my eyes. Emotion fills my chest. I'm alone. No ones around me. I see my future clear as day. I feel the present with much awareness. Sacrifice is the name. Sacrifice is what's need to gain.

 

December 12, 2022 2:53a.m. I'm taking cold bath's everyday. Nearly a year ago I was taking cold showers everyday. I failed in my mission last year. It seems I'm back in a loop. I know longer fear. Give my best effort. Put my heart into it. And let's see what we can make of each day. Professional in my steps. 

 

December 20, 2022 7:43p.m. Championship vibes all around. But there's no participating in the festivities. The focus is still the same. Grow and improve. Step by step. The competition with myself will prepare me against the competition of the field.

 

January 1, 2023 10:58a.m Rick n Morty.

 

February 13, 2023 8:53p.m. I'm in Europe. What a journey to get here. 5 hours from where I was born. I've been here a month. I came from the end of the world. I feel as if I'm growing, putting in the time each day to increase my body My game. And my mindset. My birthday is tomorrow but hey the way it feels, everyday is my birthday. Let's see what we can make of this month.

 

February17,2023 8:53p.m. I put my mind towards it. I'm focused. The first checkpoint was yesterdays game.

We won. I had statistics of 33 points 7 assist and 6 rebounds. I'm happy with my performance. What I was thinking about during the game is what I value the most. The circumstances aren't always in a player's favor here. The environment could influence a lot of different thoughts. But I controlled those thoughts. I think I can improve on my brain, which will lead to better results and most importantly a better growing experience. 

 

March 1, 2023 2:44p.m. I look at the map. I take a peak at the competition. I think the young French player is good for the game. He's recognizable in the community. He's something no one has seen since Ralph Sampson. I think my route is the opposite as the restored old car. 

 

March 7, 2023 12:15p.m. The music is playing. My head bombs. I'm in my room. All alone. I feel like I'm becoming my child self. I feel different than the people I interact with. I think I see things differently. I have no explanations to give to my vision. It's as if I accept and expect no one to understand. I'll do most of my communication on the court, to help my team be on the same page. Other than that, it's me and my music.

 

March 12,2023 9:28p.m. It's been a week now that. i've began walking an. hour a day. I live on top of the hill and make my way into the city.  It helps with my patience. It helps with my movements. It allows me to really enjoy myself. My eyes are open.  I see more of the city walking than riding in taxis. There's a lot of stray cats and dogs in the street. It makes me miss my dog. Daamn.

 

April 3, 2023 10:06a.m. Hmmm. I play on a team with one coach. No trainers. No assistant coach. No equipment coordinator. No video coordinator. Just a coach with players. He's friends with most of the players. They call him by his first name. I don't think they are accountable enough to call him by his first name. It sort of strips him of his authority. I work everyday to improve. But we lose most of the games. I ask myself, is this the reward for the work i'm doing? But i can't stop. I must continue to improve. I feel like if i'm not improving. I'm getting worse. I need to figure out order, i think we can win the championship.

April 22, 2023, 10:51a.m. Uh oh - Spaghetti O's... (90s commercial jingle)

 

May 1, 2023 8:50a.m. The car is almost fully restored. I feel myself being able to take my body nearly anywhere I want on the court. I don't focus on stats to keep my player in the game. I focus on controlling the pace. Feeding the ball to my teammates so they can have as much fun as me while trying to win the game. Defense is communication, talking to create order. To allow them to know I have their back.

 

May 6, 2023 9:02a.m. The season is finished. First round exit in the playoffs. Losing isn't so good. We learned quite a bit. We developed the routine to feel more mobile and mentally focus. I'm thankful for the organization giving me the opportunity. I like the European time zone and playing here. I was born here. There were a lot of negative things that made the scenario difficult. But I feel I needed to go through that. I feel prepared.

 

May 27,  2023 10:12a.m. I have two things on my mind. Win it all and be the best.

 

March 8, 2024 17:18 been switching times zones more than clothes it feels like since my last entry. One thing I can say, everything exists on this planet. 

 

March 15, 2024 6:48am I'm in Los Angeles California. I'm seeing the world differently . I'm in the past. I received a message today that read, "Our society is so obsessed with what others are doing, we lose site of ourselves. And we get lost in comparison." I see that in the city of Los Angels. But is that the case in most of the world. Does instagram and social sites create that exact playground for us to get lost? 

 

March 23, 2024 9:14am I've been retaining my semen and drinking milk. I might bring back the Got Milk campaign. For those who don't know top athletes would promote milk to become stronger all wearing a milk mustache to perfection. I might need to perfect my milk mustache. 

 

March 29,2024 9:30am ha chu 

April 3, 2024 5:59pm Birthday parties and pickles

 

April 8, 2024 7:49am Impressive Matt Painter and Elliot Bloom. Who cares for the results they have the discipline and patience to build something for 20 years. And it has grown. 

May 11, 2024 Songs of the day : Will you be there by Michael Jackson, Meet me at our spot by WILLOW and Be my lover by La Bouche. As I come to the end of my basketball career, I take a look back. It seems I've gone about my professional career the same way I've gone about my education. I went into my senior year of high school with failing grades needed nearly perfect scores to get into college. Got into college. Got all F's before my last year of college, needed nearly perfect scores to participate in my last year. Participated in my last year. How can I turn a bad career to a fantastic ending, I must get the scores. Well how did I get the scores the last two times? Hahah I remember. Well, there's a lot on the table, and lot of work to do for it. Enjoy the music. Im sure I'll see you all at the show.

 

May 14, 2024 14:23 I wonder what my ratio is between positive thoughts and negative thoughts. I wonder what the human average is. Now that I think about what's even the point of thinking negative? I gotta get that ratio to all positive. Is it possible? Maybe I've already lived in such a way already. Song of the day : Failed at Math by Panchiko (gruff rhys remix)

 

May 20,2024 18:43  I think I understand how Ludwig van Beethoven went deaf. I wake up and turn the music on max volume. Favorite songs at the moment : Christine and the Queens - People I've been sad. Christine and the Queens - Tilted. Christine and the Queens - Full of Life.

 

June 7th, 202415:40 I make really odd sounds when I'm alone. I also really love odd numbers.1, 11, 3, 317, 11:11, 111, and your mom ;)

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April 19th, 2025 4:13 I've been in the cocoon since August. Working on myself. Growing my wings. I'm glad to be back. I can tell the difference in my own thoughts and the sound of the crowd

April 28th, 2025 4:28. It's morning, the stars still illuminate the sky. I just stretched, so I'm feeling a little limber. I wonder the value of words. Would we like our pets as much as we do if they could speak? I'm not sure I've ever convinced anyone of anything with my words. Maybe I've convinced them of something, just not what I was trying to convince them of. I have good direction in my life at the moment, my eyes serve me well. My mouth however only does its part for eating. I'm thinking... hmmm. In this moment I'm writing my thoughts. But if there were somewhere in front of me I wouldn't have anything to say. I think overall I have nothing to say. Simply the desire to do things. Conclusion: spoken words invaluable. 

May 15, 2025 5:33am patience. 

June 14, 2025 4:29pm June 14 2021, is when I started recording my days. hahah. that is funny to me. My head bobs while I jam out to some tunes. Niska - Jota.

June 21, 2025 10:24pm Well the United States bombed Iran. Ones focus must go up. We live in a world in which people bomb each other.

June 24, 2025 8:05am When I look back on things, anything. I love it all. The positives. The negatives. Everything. I love it. What a beautiful world and a beautiful life. 

July 9, 2025 2:01p.m. Ive regained my patience .I feel I was living in a nonstop rushed way for quite sometime. I've been learning German. Practicing the language makes me laugh every time I study.  it's so funny to me. very funny .I need someone to practice with but I can't go searching. I'm living in a way in which it must fall on my lap.

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Favorite Books

1. Charlie Bone Series by Jennie Nimmo

2. Endgame by James Frey

3. The Inner Game of Tennis by W. Timothy Gallwey

4. Faster by Neal Bascomb

5. Flirting With Catastrophe by Stambi W

6. Breathe by James Nestor

7. Women by Charles Bukowski

8. How to Watch Basketball Like a Genius by Nick Greene

9. All the Places You'll Go by Dr. Seuss

10. Shoe Dog by Phil Knight

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